August 24th, 2005
you're beautiful, it's true
i saw your face
in a crowded place
and i don't know what to do
but i can't escape the truth
i will never be with you
I've been listening to that song all day, trying to desensitize myself to it and the memories that go along with it. The first time I heard it, Dan, me, and his parents were on our way to Berlin-we were actually already in Berlin, but looking for our hotel. We had just passed the Victoria statue and I said to Dan how strange this song was. He told me I was beautiful. I'm not sure why that memory sticks so clearly in my mind; it was a rainy day, we had been driving for about 6 hours, and yet that moment is highlighted in my mind forever.
In other news, I went school clothes shopping today. I bought two pairs of jeans for $10.50. Wet Seal is having a buy-one-get-one sale, and I guess I got the more expensive pair free. I love that store. Shows how strong my morals are-I say "Don't go there! They kill bunnies!" But then they have a good sale...and I'm in right away. Oh well, bunnies won't get me two pairs of jeans for $10.50. And I bought 4 shirts. I love them.
I got invited to a weird party at work. It's like one of those tupperware parties, when they sell tupperware and stuff...but it's a sex toy party. For females only, so it should be interesting when all the girls at work know everyone else's sexual fetishes.
I finally unpacked. Only 4 more months and I will be repacking. School starts next Thursday...:-/ Our last carefree, fun summer has gone so rapidly; but I am eager to start school again. The sooner we start, the sooner we're done. I'm ready to be done with high school.
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: let's all get drunk tonight
I have tons of memories with Mark that I have constantly in my head.. *sigh* Ooo, you get to see Dan again in 4 months!! I get to see Mark in 4 months too, how awesome :)
Oooh really!! I'm going there for Christmas. How long will you be there? I'm looking at around 3 weeks..it's exciting..by then, it'll be what, a year or 13 months since you've seen him? You are way strong. The memories are nice because it reminds you of all the good times you've had and the ones to come...but it's so hard when all you want is to go back to them and you just can't. Hey, do you have AIM?
Nah, I am only going for 12 days.. I am leaving December 26th and coming back January 8th, gotta get back to college..
I saw Mark just in June/July, he was here for two weeks.. by then it will be a year since we have been apart..
Yea, my AIM is LovingMark03
OOOOOO! Passion Party!!!!!!!!
That song is the cutest:)